THE INSIDE OF ME - Couverture souple

DAY, LISA JAYNE

Couverture souple

ISBN 10 : 1795298898 ISBN 13 : 9781795298896

Editeur : Independently published, 2019

Synopsis

I daren't open my eyes. My heart is racing. My mouth is dry. I can't move. She's gone. I know it. I feel it every single day. Until my baby girl rolls over, plants her little warm arm around me and pushes me to the edge of the bed as she stretches. Thank goodness - she's alive! We've made it through another perilous night, full of Mummy night terrors and the usual extremely short and fitful sleep.It's never any different for me. I should be used to it by now, but every day starts the same. A terrible feeling that something bad is going to happen, a catastrophic foreboding. My girl wants cereal so as I make my way downstairs I am confronted by all of the security hurdles that I insist I have in our house. Deterrents to stop the bad people from harming either of us or worse, torturing and murdering us. These bleak thoughts make up my day from start to finish. A continual cycle of dread, panic and unadulterated fear has overtaken my life in the desperate need to protect my girl from potential harm. The days begin by opening safety gates, unlocking doors and switching off door alarms to reach the kitchen where my girls' breakfast is prepped.The fear of losing my baby girl is so immense that I can't function as a 'normal' person. The 'conversations' in my head hold a myriad of bad thoughts of what could happen to her if I don't look after her as I do now. What if she is taken by bad people and I never see her ever again? What if she is murdered? Killed? Hurt in atrocious ways? My brain never stops.

Détails de l'édition

• Éditeur: Independently published
• Date d'édition: 2019
• Langue: anglais
• ISBN 10: 1795298898
• ISBN 13: 9781795298896
• Reliure: Broché
• Nombre de pages: 167
• Coordonnées du fabricant: Manufactured by Amazon on behalf of the author; https://www.amazon.fr/hz/contact-us; ; c/o Amazon Media EU S.à.r.l., 38 Avenue John F. Kennedy; Luxembourg; L-1855; Luxembourg