Getting Your Life Back: The Complete Guide to Recovery from Depression. Cet article n’est pas disponible.Getting Your Life Back: The Complete Guide to Recovery from Depression

Book by Wright Jesse Basco Monica Ramirez

Chapter 1: Getting Started

When you've been feeling down for a while, it's easy to get discouraged. You can begin to doubt that life will ever get easier, that the pain will cease, that the frustration will ever stop. You might think that if you can only figure out how you got this way, you could shake loose from it. So you blame it on your job, your spouse, your weight, your mother, or yourself; but those conclusions don't make you feel any better. In this book you will find answers to your questions about what makes you depressed and keeps you down, as well as specific instructions for how to find your way out of it. The fact that you are seeking a way to greater well-being is a sign that somewhere deep inside a bit of optimism remains. Hold on to that hope and use the Five Keys we present in this book to help unlock the door to your depression.

During our years of clinical practice, we have seen many people recover from depression. Each, with a unique story to tell, has taught us something new about how to overcome adversity. We have found time and time again, that even when all they were able to see were their weaknesses and flaws, our patients were able to learn how to call upon their unique strengths to fight off the symptoms and get their lives back. In some cases, they became even stronger after getting well than they were before their problems began. You'll meet some of these people in this first chapter and find out how they got started to overcome depression.

Michelle had thought her life was going well. She had two wonderful kids, a husband she thought loved her, a good job, close friends, and a home she took pride in. When her husband announced one day that he had fallen in love with someone else, Michelle felt her entire world come crashing down around her. Everything she believed in had failed her. She had failed herself. And now, as she watched herself become more and more withdrawn, losing her connection to all the things that mattered, she knew that she was beginning to fail her children.

I don't know what happened. It seemed that everything was going fine and then he dropped that bomb on me. At first, I thought I could handle it, but as the weeks have gone by, I've seen my life slipping away from me -- my kids, my friends, my self-confidence, and my hope. I feel so ashamed.

This is how Michelle described herself when she began treatment after several months of worsening depression. She had stopped sleeping well at night, had dropped some weight, was having trouble concentrating at work, and seemed to have lost her zest for life. Michelle was nothing like the woman she had been before her husband left. She had stopped singing in the church choir, quit exercising with her friends, couldn't concentrate well enough to read a book, and gave up altogether on the weeds that threatened to overtake her beautiful garden.

These kinds of things aren't supposed to happen to me. I'm not the kind of person who gets depressed. I'm supposed to be the strong one. It's so humiliating. Look at me. I look horrible. I know it's ridiculous to let a man bring me down like this. But I can't help it. It takes everything I've got just to make it through the day. I don't think I'll ever get over this.

Michelle's hopelessness was a symptom of her depression. When her friends and family members looked at her they saw the strong woman who put her husband through school, raised two healthy and happy children, had a deep sense of spirituality, and brought joy into the lives of many people. But, Michelle saw herself as pathetic, weak, and unable to cope. Her friends knew that the real Michelle had only been knocked off her feet -- she had not been defeated. When we see this type of situation in our clinical practices we try to help people look through the curtain of hurt and pain to find their real selves, and then to build on their strengths to defeat depression. The self-help exercises we offer in this book are based on cognitive-behavior therapy (CBT), a well-known, and scientifically proven, method of treatment. We'll show you how to use CBT methods when you learn the details of the Five Keys to Recovery. The goal of CBT is to help people gain a more realistic view of themselves and their world, and to take action to solve their problems. This is one of the ways we helped Michelle.

Medical breakthroughs, particularly over the past ten years, have led to newer and safer pharmacological treatments for the symptoms of depression. These medications can be extremely effective when used as prescribed. Since Michelle had both the physical and psychological symptoms of depression, she opted for a combined treatment approach using both antidepressant medications and psychotherapy. Throughout this book we will show you how to integrate effective psychological and biological interventions, along with those that help you develop healthier relationships and strengthen your spirituality, so that you can leave your distress behind.

Depression doesn't always cause as much pain and misery as Michelle experienced nor does it always require professional treatment. But, everyone who becomes depressed notices definite changes in his or her attitude, mood, and ability to function. Even if you have a mild depression, you'll not be your usual self. It will be harder to get things accomplished and to enjoy life. Your sleeping and eating habits may not be as regular as normal. You may be tense, irritable, or restless and you may tend to think very negatively about yourself and have pessimistic thoughts about the future.

When you are feeling down, your mind can be so preoccupied with worries that it's hard to remember the good times or to think of new ways to fix your problems. You might even miss out on opportunities to change your life for the better. In this book, we want to open your mind to new possibilities that will help you not only to feel better, but to grow in positive ways.

Jeff did this by overcoming a mild depression and making some positive life changes. "I just didn't feel right. I used to get a big kick out of teaching, but something changed and it became a real effort to act like I wanted to be there. I was still doing a decent job. But, I wasn't having any fun, and I started worrying about getting fired. My home life wasn't any better. It seemed like I was just going through the motions. My wife said that I was edgy and irritable with her and the kids. I'm sure she was right. I had to do something about it before it got worse and I turned out like my mother."

Jeff remembered his mother's struggle with depression and knew that these things often ran in families. He had always been a do-it-yourselfer, so he decided to read some self-help books and try to work his way out of his slump. As he read, it began to make sense to him that his problems had probably been there, to some extent, for several years. Although he'd been told that he was a good teacher, he'd always had his doubts. He realized that this recent downturn began after a job evaluation that didn't meet up to his usual standards. After reading about low self-esteem, Jeff concluded that he had probably always been his own worst enemy. He had been a good teacher for the last twenty years, but he kept telling himself that he wasn't as good as others, particularly the younger teachers coming out of school still perky and enthusiastic. Despite the self-criticism, he had always done well with his students, and had even received an award for being one of the top teachers in his school district. He decided that it was time to stop torturing himself. There was more to life than trying to be the perfect teacher.

Now I think I know what really counts for me and my family. I've tried to start enjoying all the good things I have in my life instead of always comparing myself with everyone else. I've noticed a big difference. I'm really enjoying going to work and being with my family again.

Your Plan for Overcoming Depression

Although depression can sometimes make you feel overwhelmed or helpless, there are many things you can do to cope with your problems. This book is full of exercises that can help you gain control over your emotions and your life. These are the same types of self-help exercises we give our patients in our clinical practices and the same exercises that have been used in research studies on depression. We also usually recommend professional help when there are symptoms of depression that are causing significant distress or don't go away. We'll talk later in the book about how to find a doctor or therapist to help you put your recovery plan into action.

As you work through the exercises in this book, we'll help you build a Personal Plan for Recovery. You'll be able to design a plan to address your own particular needs, take advantage of your strengths and opportunities for change, and help you resolve your problems. The core of your plan will be to learn to use the Five Keys to Recovery. We'll show you how to make best use of each Key and how to choose the Keys to use first.

Our patients usually find it helpful to have a notebook on hand to work through the exercises and to jot down ideas as they go along. We suggest you read this book with a notebook or diary nearby. Your notes will help you keep track of your progress and will serve as a written account of the path you've taken to a better life.

The Five Keys to Recovery from Depression

Although each person's personal story is unique, there are some common themes that thread their way through the lives of most people who become depressed. The Five Keys are directed at these common clusters of problems. We'll introduce you to the Five Keys in this chapter and give an example of how Michelle used each of them to fight depression. As you read along, you may find some similarities in your own life. At the end of the chapter we will ask you to begin to think about how each of the Keys might help you overcome your depression.

THE THINKING KEY

When you are feeling low, it is easy to slip into a negative style of thinking. Angry, upsetting, fearful or self-critical thoughts are some examples. They typically fuel your unhappiness and lead to actions that can make matters worse. If you find that you tend to get down on yourself, have excessive worry, or think pessimistically about the future, you can use the Thinking Key to learn methods to control your negative thoughts and solve problems more effectively. Research on the treatment of depression has shown that when your thought patterns become less negative and more accurate or rational, your mood brightens and your symptoms get better. If you can learn how to spot depressive thinking and change it in a healthy direction, you can take some very important steps toward getting your problems under control.

Did you notice that Michelle's thinking had a hopeless tone? The more she saw things this way, the worse she felt. To get back to a more balanced view of her self-worth and her prospects for the future, Michelle learned to spot her distorted thinking patterns and to correct her negativity when it was inaccurate. She also learned to take stock of the strengths and abilities she had forgotten that she possessed. As she mastered the methods offered in the Thinking Key, her natural optimism returned and she felt more hopeful about her future. You will learn to use these same techniques in Chapters 3 and 4.

THE ACTION KEY

When you feel depressed, you can't help but act differently at home, at work, or in your relationships with others. You can lose interest and be less involved in your usual activities, develop negative habits, procrastinate, or show too much irritability. Jobs that might have been routine or effortless can become so difficult or unpleasant that you have to push yourself to get them done. You might even avoid some of your responsibilities altogether. If your actions have changed in any of these ways, you can use the techniques from the Action Key to learn to take pleasure in life again, cope more effectively with problems, and become more energetic. When you begin to act in positive ways, you will feel better about yourself, and your depression could start to fade away.

Michelle had several good opportunities to use the Action Key. For example, when she avoided her friends and dropped out of social activities she felt more lonely and isolated. As a result, her mood worsened, and she became even more depressed. This was unlike the old Michelle who had always enjoyed being with people. She used the Action Key to figure out how to begin acting more like her old self. Michelle's recovery plan included use of several of the self-help methods described in Chapters 5 and 6, such as learning how to experience pleasure again, combating fatigue and lack of motivation, organizing her day to be happier and more productive, and getting back her sense of humor. She started with small goals for change. But as she began to improve, Michelle was able to tackle more challenging problems like being assertive in handling the legal side of her divorce.

THE BIOLOGY KEY

Scientific studies have provided convincing evidence that depression can be effectively relieved with biological treatments. In Chapters 7, 8, and 9 you'll find out how your brain chemistry is involved in producing depressive symptoms and how to promote recovery in two major ways: (1) modifying your life-style to stimulate healthy chemical processes in your body, and (2) using specific biological treatments such as antidepressants, herbal remedies, or light therapy. The Biology Key will help you decide whether or not to use medications or other biological interventions as part of your recovery plan. If you decide to take medication, you can learn how to limit the risk of side effects and get the most out of treatment.

The Biology Key was an important part of Michelle's recovery plan. She began taking an antidepressant medication early in her treatment. Both she and her doctor believed that the medication helped a great deal in relieving her symptoms. She also used techniques from the Biology Key to improve her sleeping and eating habits, and to get back into an exercise routine. As Michelle gradually got back into a healthy life style, she had more energy, and felt better about herself.

THE RELATIONSHIP KEY

Research studies have repeatedly proven what common sense tells us -- relationship problems can be stressful and depressing. The Relationship Key focuses on teaching you how to identify problems in your relationships and take action toward making improvements. Even if your relationships are strong, you can use the methods in the Relationship Key to improve your communication, resolve conflict, eliminate resentments, and create more intimacy. Positive and caring relationships can be a tremendous help when you are trying to recover from depression. There are several things you can do to help create and nurture loving and supportive connections with others.

A crisis in her marriage was the main trigger for Michelle's depression. In Michelle's case it was too late to save her marriage. Instead, she needed to grieve the loss and find a way to strengthen the other important relationships in her life. Techniques from the Relationship Key (described in Chapters 10 and 11) helped her cope with her loss, focus on positive elements of her life independent of her marriage, and set positive goals for the future. One of her greatest assets was her close relationship with her children and friends. As Michelle succeeded at re-building these relationships, the feeling of emptiness that initially fed her depression disappeare...