Oh sh!t, I've got bowel cancer (Paperback)

Part two of David “Dar”’s powerful and deeply personal cancer diary continues the story that began in Shi!t I’ve Got Bowel Cancer: Part One. While the first book chronicled the shock of diagnosis, surgery and early recovery, this second instalment takes readers into the difficult and often disorientating world of chemotherapy.

Written as a series of honest diary entries, this book captures the physical, emotional and psychological reality of living through cancer treatment. From the first day of chemotherapy to the relentless cycle of side effects, fear, hope and exhaustion, David documents what it truly feels like to navigate life “in the fog” of treatment. Along the way, he reflects on the moments of humour, resilience and unexpected perspective that help him keep moving forward.

More than a personal story, this book offers reassurance to anyone facing cancer – whether as a patient, family member or friend. David’s candid reflections show that the journey through cancer is rarely straightforward, but that sharing experiences can bring connection, understanding and strength during the most difficult moments.

Inside, readers will encounter:

• Real diary entries documenting the chemotherapy experience
• Honest reflections on fear, uncertainty and mental health
• The realities of treatment side effects and recovery
• Moments of humour and humanity amid difficult circumstances
• Practical reflections, resources and research insights for those navigating cancer

At a time when one in two people will be affected by cancer during their lifetime, Shi!t I’ve Got Bowel Cancer: Part Two – In the Fog of Chemotherapy offers an unfiltered, compassionate account of what life inside treatment really looks like. Above all, it reminds readers that they are not alone.

This book will resonate with cancer patients, families, caregivers and anyone seeking a deeply human perspective on living through serious illness.

I am David, also known as Dar, a 48-year-old male cancer patient who thought I had a bothersome tummy ache. That tummy ache turned out to be colorectal cancer.

This series of books will document my journey from feeling poorly to going to the GP and learning I have descending colon cancer. And all the SH!T that brings with it. Part One was the diaries that cover diagnosis, surgery and ‘recovery’. Part Two explores the challenging journey of chemotherapy.

This began as something deeply personal. I started writing diary entries as a form of journalling. At the same time, I awaited my diagnosis; initially, the diary served as a simple yet powerful tool to help me navigate my overwhelming emotions. Putting my thoughts on paper became a sanctuary where I could express my fears and hopes freely, supporting my mental health when I felt completely out of control.

Writing was not just an outlet; it was a therapeutic release. It allowed me to process complex emotions, track my journey and gain clarity in my thoughts. The diaries served as a refuge, a space where I could make sense of the chaos. Each entry was a step towards understanding and acceptance, helping me regain ownership in my life despite the uncertainty ahead. 

I reflected on how the intimate journalling practice profoundly impacted my well-being. It helped me articulate feelings I had struggled to express, fostering a crucial connection to myself during that tumultuous period.

Now, as I share these diaries with you, dear reader, I sincerely hope they provide support and perspective to those facing similar challenges or those supporting someone who is.

Each person experiences the news of a serious health condition differently. While this is not a comprehensive guide, it may be valuable for someone navigating their own journey. My desire to publish stems from a wish to connect with others, reminding them that they are not alone and sharing resources that have significantly supported me during this challenging phase of my life.